Sunday, 27 December 2009

have mercy 2010

2009 has (still is) consisted of the best times and the worst times of my life.

  • the last half of internship, which was real fun, and the first half of my final year, which sucked like crazy.
  • the craziness of breaking a relationship and starting a new one.
  • my hair that used to be wavy and kembang is now stick straight.
  • the car swap from a red and tall kembara to a pink and low aveo. (not complaining, fyi)
  • my cat's long and proud tail which is now, unfortunately, a short stump.


i hope 2010 will make all these experiences and mostly changes, worth going through.
=)

Happy New Year everyone!

Wednesday, 23 December 2009

mampuh keghah

i was just thinking

if any of my family finds this blog..
i am dead meat!!

Thursday, 10 December 2009

Haji Abah and Hajah Mama

ibu dan ayah sudah selamat pulang ke rumah!! dan saya kini bahagia kembali kerana tidak perlu selalu was-was bila di rumah berseorangan di waktu malam kerana abang-abang mempunyai hal sosial tersendiri dan adik menonggeng dan makan dengan tiada limitnya di rumah nenek comel di damansara perdana!
yay!
ayah pulang dengan berita yang menggembirakan (bagi dia sahaja kerana kami sefamili tidak begitu kisah.. kasihan dia.. haha!)
ayah, kata ibu, selama melakukan ibadah haji di Tanah Suci, sangat bahagia!
beliau gelak besar, senyum lebar, berjenaka sentiasa, kadang-kala berjenaka bersama orang-orang yang tidak dikenali (tetapi melayu la, obviously (apa obvious in bm?)).
ibu pula, kata ayah, sentiasa hilang dari pandangan ayah!
ayah saya 6kaki tinggi, dan ibu 5kaki 3inci tinggi.
kerana height difference yang agak ketara, ayah saya selalu tidak dapat men-detect isterinya sendiri.
kadang-kala, kata ibu, i was just standing in front of him, looking at him, but he would look around for her with that look on his face! (okay, have to write in english.. much easier.. heee..) he looks for her at his height level instead of my mom's. duh..
my dad said that his theme for haji is "where's mama?" coz my mom always went missing. up to the time they had to board the plane!

my mom ni wanderer gak la.. she'll be in her own world, walking here and there silently, and my dad is always with his Blackberry, blackberry-ing with other haji-to-be's.
so at the airport in Jeddah, while waiting for the boarding time, they promised to meet each other at one place in how-many-minutes-i-forgot and then went separate ways. when it's time to meet up, my mom was not there. and dad went "where's mama?"
so he blackberry-ed his new found friends asking them to help find ibu.
one of them said, she's probably in the plane already.
and my dad went in the plane.
tengok2 takde!
and another friend blackberry-ed, saying he found my mama. she didn't even know the plane has arrived!
so the friend and ibu went into the plane together. oh and she was pissed at my dad for boarding the plane without her.
hahahaha!!
they're so cute la.. ='D

shadows: left dad on Blackberry, right mom taking this picture (apa yang fascinating sangat with the camel's ass?). haha!!

that's my abah! bahagia (and berjambang) as always

konon camera trick: mom kissing the camel. she was not happy with the picture coz its not centred. abah is kinda noob at picture taking..

best ke jadi ninja~
(arief thought my mom was wearing a bra on her face..)

itulah alkisah mereka melakukan ibadah Haji. alhamdulillah mereka selamat pergi dan selamat sampai. as you can see from these pictures, they were enjoying themselves! and of course they wished they could stay longer.. but then, home awaits! when is it gonna be my turn~~
haha!

enjoys people.
=)

Wednesday, 25 November 2009

Deja Vu

I think all the deja vus',
were real experiences or encounters that we had had,
and its a deja vu because

someone meddled with time.


come on.. think about it! or at least hear me out.. =p
we've all watched movies about time travelling, jumpers, transporters, time machines, back to the futures (all 3 of them), futurama, apa-movie-disney-yang-pasal-budak-tu-gi-future, etc etc.
you know what i'm talking about kan. if you don't, memang i hantar pelempang guna pos laju to you. bagi address first.

ANYWAY,
what if someone already found a way to meddle with time?
what if someone is playing around or experimenting with time?
we're going through the present like nobody's business, then patah balik, then go into it again.
and it's deja vu!

what if..

who knows what people are capable of! we are only using 10% of our brain. what if someone's using more than that? hence, able to create this thingy that can manipulate time. mana la tau kan.
one cannot know, out of billions of beings on this Planet, that one can create or have such power.

maka
itulah theory saya.

i shall call it
The theorem of Mardemar Zibibaba. hehe!

sekian.


ps: selamat bercuti rakan-rakan! the hell with this sem! let's have fun! wooohoooo!

pps: if i sound like an idiot for coming up with this theory of mine, then i'm sorry. i'm not that moronic nor am i a bimbo. i just have a different perspective. =)

Thursday, 19 November 2009

sometimes you want to do something nice

but it backfires and turns into something you didn't want it to become.

oh yes, saya tak faham kadang-kala.

Billie Jean is not my lover

you know how when you see something,
then you go

"eee.. *insert object* dah lawa/cool.. tapi *insert property/criteria disliked* memburukkan *object mentioned*"

you might criticise the person for having a..ummm..well, not your taste.

i suggest, based on my experience, to you people,
don't do that.

you might just get what you don't wish for.

i am not a huge fan of pink (as much as i am for turquoise, green, red, white, black and a few more), but dum dum dummmmm..

a Pink Object is what i got.

oh dad! i love it! but i wish its in a different colour. - is what i would say if i'm a snotty brat yang perasan princess mintak kena tumbuk.

but all i did was say thanx to my dad for it and blame myself for thinking what i thought as written above (omg.. mcm jawab exam lak..). macam kena karma balik, you know. how i don't wish to have a certain something, of all things in the world, but that something is what i got.

so yeah, i don't know when i gave my dad the hint that i am a pink-lover.
but the deed is done.

it is i, with the Pink Object that i shall be driving around, with the name Billie Jean, bestowed by my parents.

don't be surprised eh!
=)

btw, i love you abah!

Wednesday, 11 November 2009

Princesses, me love



cute eh? hehe.. (tinkerbell enterframe)


i tagged my friends on this picture in facebook.. tak ingat laa who's who, but i know im sleeping beauty tu and adreen is my mangsa. haha!!

=B

Sunday, 8 November 2009

sakitnya dahiku~

i was praying tadi.

then i remembered an incident (kantoi tak kusyuk) which almost made me laugh. but obviously i didnt. haha!

i have young cousins despite most of us are being in our 20s.

years ago, as i recalled, it was Raya and we were in Muar.

and my uncle called out for all of us to pray Maghrib berjemaah.

so the men in their kain sarungs, and the girls in telekungs.
my little cousin, named laura, was wearing a really cute telekung. ada strawberries and something else. tak ingat, but it was cute la.

so as we were praying in the cramped living room together in unison, it was sujud time.
from rukuk position, to sujud position,
si Laura ni,
excited ke apa, i also dunno
she knocked her head so hard on the floor (we all heard the knock. a loud "DOK")

silence.

then, came a soft cry. the kind of cry yang sayu~ kesian~ sakitnya dahiku tapi kena semayang, kalau tak papa marah~ kinda cry. aduh!

i had to force my laugh back! we were praying!
sampai nangis2 tahan! macam2 i buat. gigit the insides of my cheeks, suck in my cheeks, relax, count till 10.. until i couldnt take it any longer, i pulled myself out of the jemaah, went back to the guest room, and laughed and laughed. and laughed.

dah puas laughing, then i prayed maghrib myself and join the others for doa.
rupanya my other cousins also had the urge to laugh out loud but well, they were stronger than me.

ahahaha!!

comel.
=P

Thursday, 5 November 2009

PhD

Perasaan Hasad Dengki.

it has been said, malays ni, PHD tinggi.
and being a malay myself, i dont deny that (im not saying i have PHD tinggi, please). but because i do know people who have this jijikness.

my parents have taught us well to not have ill feelings to those who have more.
wealth, babes, cars, games, cash, watever la.

they taught us to channel those feelings to jealousy towards admiration.

yes, im jealous of those sportsmen yang get millions and millions of Dollars just by playing a sport that they like. but i takde la wish they should mati awal coz of that.
as jealous as i am, i admire them, for being able to stick to what they like for so long. to perform at every game they played, to satisfy their fans, to bring honour to their country, etc etc. i know i couldnt do that.

semua orang ada rezeki. its just in different aspects.
some in wealth.
some in health.
some in education.
some in love.
some in looks.
some get sooner.
some get later.

so why do you have to question whether orang tu punya wealth is from cara yang halal? tak semestinya semua orang kaya dapat duit from cara yang tak betul. you think you sorang dalam dunia ni yang baik?
why do you have to find flaws on someone who is handsome/beautiful? they have good genes, nasib la kan.
why do you have to kutuk orang yang pakai clothes or bags yang branded, or bawak kereta, or duduk kl? diorang dah berharta, suka hati diorang la.
if they're the type yang bawak kete besar, then tayang kat satu dunia, like "weh, i nak gi mamak bawak kete bmw." or "i pakai baju polo original ni. dont touch please". tu memang niat nak show off. so agak takleh blah, but then if that's the way they are, kutuk sbb poyo la. takyah kutuk sebab dia kaya. kan?
rezeki dia, jangan question.
attitude tu, boleh la.

heheheee...

but you get what im saying kan.

we always have to wish for the best for people and ourselves. when you see those who are well off, never had to lift a finger to get what they want, then good for them. but we all know for a fact, sesenang mana orang tu, mesti ada susah gak. maybe dia tak smart, maybe dia kaki bengkok. who knows kan. and vice versa. sesusah mana orang tu, ada gak kesenangan dia. maybe dia ilmu banyak, maybe dia healthy. you get the gist.

when people ask for help, you give as much as u can when u see fit.

my parents are going for Haj.
Alhamdulillah.
so to my family (of my dad's side, if you're reading this, which i doubt) doa untuk kebaikan and bersyukur diorang dapat the opportunity.
i wish you all would stop with what you're doing to my family, especially to my abah.

peace.

Wednesday, 4 November 2009

studios semartos!

Kita selalu ingat,

dunia ni, ramai orang jahat.

kita jadi takut.

tapi sebenarnya,

dunia ni, ramai lagi orang baik.

so berani kan lah diri,

dan tanya bila tak tau.


=)


Good Luck for FINALS!

ps: jom belajar bersama!

Wednesday, 28 October 2009

hell gila

before FYDP presentation & report submission:

all i want,

is peace + laughter + joy + adventure

to remind me


that life exists for chemical engineering students.


after FYDP presentation & report submission:

all i want

is dc++ + sleep



=)

Friday, 23 October 2009

Thursday, 22 October 2009

it's sad

when people you know become people you knew.

how you can walk right past them, as if they have never been a part of your life.

how you used to be able to talk for hours, and now you can even barely look at them.




sad, init.

Monday, 19 October 2009


Note:
- no 1. is not encouraged in open public areas, i.e. lorong blakang kedai, pasar malam, public toilets, dark scary lonely roads, for it will be misinterpreted by strangers who are morons.
to act on no 1, it is advisable to be in a large group, or with a male company/ies (for girls).

- no 2. does not mean literally slowing down. especially when driving.

Have a lovely day loves!
=)

Friday, 16 October 2009

i wanna rock with you

'twas a night of the dinner
when everyone was high
a night to remember
a night that flew by

lo sat maria
and behold sat azera
a couple or bikers wannabe
also, members of excuse me

3 years it had been
since we've stayed in
the same room (or inn)
only now, with a different scene

that night we played
songs of different beat
on the drums i hit
and the guitar she picked

and i am proud of the gig
thank you, i may say
for we both did not
make a fool of ourselves, yay!

and now we rest
in our humble nest
mourning to our loss
our dear dc plus plus

but heed our mourn
coz now we can surf
from dusk till dawn
on youtube watching smurfs!

to all my friends
and to all unknowns
sometimes life gives u lemons
when u thought it would be bones

so be happy!
go out and about!
watch a movie
or have a pig-out!

Happy Deepavali to all~

ps:
poetry is not a talent of mine
and the true motive of this
is a mix of everything
i guess =)

pps: blame HIMYM

Sunday, 4 October 2009

futsal

futsal match was last Saturday(3/10/09)
and dammit, it was fun! and not to mention, HOT!
as a first-timer playing futsal in a team, i realised playing futsal is like dancing with the ball on the court. it was tiring, looking down all the time, not knowing where your team mates are, but then, after a while, best doh!
anyway.
these were some of the skills i've learnt:


1. garu kepala bila nak tendang bola.

2. spirit fingers dulu baru terajang the opponent. (good job inot!)

3. guy in blue shorts (sorry tak kenal nama): buat pilates bila bola dah lepas adalah amalan beliau.


4. malik: meng-apply kan skill joget zapin dalam menyepak bola. it's a plus.


5. bila competitive sangat, pukul bontot opponent (only bila tak puas hati). tidak digalakkan.


6. fencing bola pun boleh~

ada banyak lagi peristiwa2 yang berlaku pada hari itu. weird ones, kelakar ones, and cool ones too!

all in all, i had great fun playing futsal. and our team, VAM, we won 2nd place!
biarlah noob, asalkan power!
hahahhaa!!

great job everyone! regardless of your courses, you've all played your best!
memang rockstar la we all!!

now our faces are burnt, muka pink ada, merah ada, brown ada, so let us try our best now to putihkan balik our faces before the dinner!
woohoooo!!!


ps: the pictures were not meant to membahan or mengutuk, but just for fun and frankly, they're funny! heheee.. so, sorry if tuan punya gambar terasa..

Wednesday, 30 September 2009








and if that somebody is you, i am glad
=)


to all, with love.

Friday, 25 September 2009

it's not over yet, raya

i found this in tokmak's fridge.
it has been expired since 29.10.2004
2004

i was doing my spm when she had this.
i was 17.
i never had a bf then.
i wore glasses then (now contact lense la).
i was probably getting excited about going to pkn.
my parents were younger and had more hair then.
my brothers were more active too.
ike was in melaka.
arief was just a baby.

oh my gaaadddaaaahhhh..

tokmak's fridge is like a labyrinth.
nay.
doraemon's poket ajaib!

i had one tho.. it was difficult to resist.
note to self: don't.




=====

abah made me have a hair 'makeover'.
he said my hair was kampung, busy, etc etc..

so yeah, after 5 hours of burning my ass in the salon,
me hair's done!

(ps: i look like agyness deyn ek? haha! thanx dad!)

Monday, 21 September 2009

hitherto

1.
minggu lepas, keluargaku ada buat kerja amal sket utk anak-anak yatim. sempena birthday abah tersayang. kata cikgu sorang ni, ni rumah anak yatim paling misking dalam klang valley.
btw, saya takde masa ni. kat utp lagi. diorang sume tak bagi balik.
so diorang gi la ke klang nak bagi these kids an experience they won't forget.
ibu comelku cerita la experience dia. dia ada cam anak angkat thingy la. anak angkat beliau is a 12-year-old girl, M.

M: auntie (budak ni pandai speaking sket), lepas ni dapat duit raya ke?
ibu: ha ah. nape?
M: ohh.. auntie nak bagi brape? bagi lebih dari RM10 la!
ibu: hah? auntie tak bagi sampai RM10 pun (bear in mind ada a lot of kids)..
M: ala auntie ni.. mana cukup!

budak-budak sekarang memang dah takde gratitude.

2.
same scene as 1. but different child. budak lelaki 10 tahun, J.

J: auntie ni English ke?
ibu: mana ada. auntie melayu je la.
J: tapi auntie cakap English.

budak-budak sekarang pandai stereotype sudah.

3.
raya di muar, johor. malam semalam kitorang nak balik hotel dah. penat and busuk, tak sabar nak mandi kat hotel. bukan sebab kitorang takleh mandi kat rumah tokmak, tapi all our stuff dah tinggal kat hotel. sampai muar, check in barang, terus gi umah tokmak. bila nak balik tu, jalan gelap gulita gila. tapi all houses terang lak.
aneh.
so kitorang sume tertanya tanya.
mana lampu streets ni?
apasal gelap sangat?

jawab ayah, ike, agy, ibu:
pagi yang gelap~ (lagu HUJAN: pagi yang gelap)

mesti korang tak paham kan. but that 1 person might.

4.
biasa la kot. time raya, sesibuk mana kitorang kena layan guests, mesti lagi busy tido. i can sleep for hours tapi masih rasa nak tido. kalau tak tido, nak makan. makan tak check lak tu ok lagi ke tak. kan dah, cirits sudah. oh, dan advertisement raya kat tv. abah tak perlu tengok starting pun. dia tengok ending je, part climax, without ever knowing what its about, he can tear up like crazy, leaving us girls wondering if we should be crying too..
burung apa? burung murai.

5.
abah bought an iPod nano. a green one lak tu. warna favourite ku.. dia beli headphone skali. kelmarin, before nak buka puasa, dia pasang iPod dia pastu dia buat head-banging. ingatkan dia dengar lagu rock ke apa la.. rupanya dengar lagu paparazzi by lady gaga kat radio (iPod nano ni boleh dengar radio gak). abah tak reti guna iTunes and download lagu. hehehehe!!

Selamat Hari Raya!
Maaf zahir & batin!

Tuesday, 15 September 2009

of of.

aneh.

all bands have had their photoshoot..

excuse me?

bila lagi?

a cocky remark: why should we? everyone knows we're hot anyway. *confident grin*

rasa nak tampar? jangan la. we just can't gather everyone in the band just yet. semua busy kan. and there're so many good photographers in utp, but segan nak ask for favour. how? hahaha!

sign off: kami la si band yang semangat lebih, pre-jamming ada, jamming ada, cut short our songs, si nak tarik diri coz hazel tak dapat masuk final eupho(cerita lama), si tak confident nak goreng2 coz we feel we're not good enough.

either you love us or hate us.

so please, excuse me.

Wednesday, 9 September 2009

sometimes it's easier

1. to blame others,
than blaming yourself.

2. to hide and pretend,
than telling the truth.

3. to give,
than take.

4. to ignore,
than trying or explaining.

Monday, 7 September 2009

script tease

sedara, saya tanya sedara ni sape...

sedara, bila orang tanya tu..

brader! biar muka tak hensem, tapi jangan pekak!!

apa usha usha??

what?
what?
what??

alamak.. macam good good je..

bagus! balik umah, lu pegi cebok muka lu! wa tengok macam taik!!

- Bohsia

macam good good kan?
hehehe!!

Wednesday, 2 September 2009

mask-in tape

oh, my dad bought a few boxes of masks.
he insisted, nay, he demanded us to wear them everywhere we go! he is paranoid a bit.
we went to OU last weekend, and well, we were kinda well-dressed.. knowing that its seldom for us to go out as a family..
i was wearing my dress, accesorised nicely.. i felt pretty la, suffice to say.
then abah went to watsons, came out with those.. things..
and forced us to wear it.
we looked as if we're Darth Vader's distant family.
we looked peculiar.
we looked uncharacteristically like OU-ian.

neck down, we blend in.
neck up, we were out of place.

we were talking to each other, laughing and making faces at each other, but with those.. things.. on, it was odd!
i made a joke with my mom, and honestly i forgotten what about, and she couldnt understand it coz she couldnt see my facial expression. (oh, in case kamu tak tahu, saya sentiasa buat joke yang menggunakan expresi muka kerana best)
susah gila. so i had to repeat, then at the punchline, kena tarik da mask down, give it, and pull it back up.

at one point, we just sat quietly coz malas nak bercerita with the thing covering our face.

and my dad expects us to wear it in campus?
HAHA! i think not daddy..
but i'll wear it once in a while la.
kesian lak..


Thursday, 27 August 2009

heyhoho


eh korang, (pasang suara geek)

it's winter in Malaysia!!


*snort snort*
how cool is THAT?!


ps: post yang lame, so wat.

Wednesday, 26 August 2009

tipah tertipu lagi

so yeah, it's Ramadhan month and yes, i am fasting.
i felt hungry when i woke up this morning, and since, i haven't had the energy nor the will to learn anything. i just want to curl up in my bed, and snooze till noon.
but alas,
i know i'll feel guilty for not going to classes, although i know i'll sleep anyway, but what the heck.

the day passed by quite quickly and thank God, it's almost time to break fast.
as i lined up at the nasi lemak place in v5 cafe, i looked around, scouting for a place to sit.
but, biasa lah, bila lapar, concentration not used to the fullest extend right. my concentration was on my food.
i took my usual:
nasi, kacang and ikan bilis goreng, timun sikit, and lastly, sambal.
oh yes. basic is always the best.
nah kak, RM3.

huh. now that i have my food, let's get a place to eat!
as i looked left and right at the empty tables in the cafe, i put my plate down on one, and continued swivelling my head left and right, not looking for a friend, not showing off my swishy hair (sangat la takde motive), not warming up either (lagi takde motive)..

"where the hell are the chairs??"

and then off the azan went.
azan menandakan masa untuk berbuka puasa,
and i have no chair to sit on.
how to makan?

*story is completely made up but you get what i'm trying to say kan.
we need chairs, not more tables.

Saturday, 22 August 2009

nak nak nak!

the look on her face.. priceless.
it wasn't fear, my dear friends.
it was pure regret.
she's regretting ever getting on the roller coaster.
but at the end of the ride, when the roller coaster stops to a halt,
she'll climb out, happy that she survived,
happy that she took a risk getting on that damned thing..
and i'm pretty sure
she'll want to get on it again.

oh, the adrenaline rush..
oh, the wind rushing through your hair.. and clothes..
the electricity buzzing through every inch of your nerves..
the feeling that of your heart drops into your stomach..
and then your stomach jumps into your throat..
don't you just love it?




i will get on these rides. before i kick my bucket. oh yes.

who's with me?!
(dengar ramai yang menyahut "me! me! me!")
ha! you sir! you look like you enjoy these kinda things!
maka saya akan membawa kamu bersama.
oh, you dont speak malay?
you sound like you're from London!

can't wait~

ps: SELAMAT BERPUASA kepada semua umat Islam. =)

sometimes ada

serupa macam takde.

Thursday, 20 August 2009

harder, better, faster, stronger


Work It
Make It
Do It
Makes Us
Harder
Better
Faster
Stronger
More Than
Hour
Our
Never
Ever
After
Work is
Over

Work It Harder Make It Better
Do It Faster, Makes Us stronger
More Than Ever Hour After
Our Work Is Never Over


Tuesday, 18 August 2009

Doctor~

A man comes into the ER and yells, ‘My wife’s going to have her baby in the cab!’ I grabbed my stuff, rushed out to the cab, lifted the lady’s dress, and began to take off her underwear. Suddenly I noticed that there were several cabs, and I was in the wrong one.





kih kih kih..

Monday, 17 August 2009

Arguing with an Engineer

Arguing with an engineer is a lot like wrestling in the mud with a pig. After a few hours, you realize that he likes it.

black hole

honestly,
for years that i've had this disease, i've never enjoyed it one bit.
dah la costly,causing emotional and mental uneasiness and constant consciousness of our physical appearance.
i am at my most vulnerable state.

the only thing good about it, we girls can blame it for everything.
=B

ps: why am i doing chemical engineering?
can anyone, please, help me with this?

Saturday, 15 August 2009

convo

fair.

no fun at noon,

but loads of fun at night.



Congratulations my dear seniors!

Tuesday, 11 August 2009

thursday

oh yes, thursday,
which is tomorrow,
on the 13th of August,
the 5th day of the week,
is the day
that I shall be FREE!

see you all tomorrow!!

-

dont know what to put in for title..

i'm in v2 now. my temporary home for a couple of days.
should i mention why im here?
nah... i'd rather not.

i'm so jealous of all you people going around the campus..
walking here and there..
eating out now and then..

truth is,
i thought i was going to die yesterday, after the doctor told me of my temperature and stuff. and that i had to go to v2.
and in truth, i was in pain and i was weak.
but then at one point in my pain and suffering, i just thought it would be extremely pathetic and an insult to have my friends and family to remember that i had died for some pathetic reason.
i will not lay curled up in my bed the whole day and moan about like a weakling.
i will not make anyone worry about me.
i am going through all this and face all these sick ppl as long as i have to, but i'll do it with a smile and a drive that soon, i will join my ppl out there.
i'm not the eggman, neither am i the walrus.

i'm freaking Maria and i'm freaking Sagittarius!

1 day's sickness will not take my life away.
not in health, not socially.
muahahahahaha!!
i will get well!

i will see all of you at convo fair, and i will put on a humongous smile for all of you to see.
i want to be
"The Girl Who Was Quarantined But Smiled Like Crazy At Convo Fair"
ok, langsung tak catchy. hahaha!

thanx to all whose been there for me.

Friday, 7 August 2009

Super Sweet 16

this girl went to Paris, to look for..

a pink like lacey and like with big fluffy skirt.

like a real princess dress.

like really pink.





some rich girls really have no taste..

Sunday, 2 August 2009

just a thought

why do girls talk tough?

as if they aren't afraid of anything/anyone?



weird isn't it..
i'm a girl (obviously) and sometimes i talk as if i can defend myself, or as if i can belasah anyone that asks for it.
but the truth is, i'm not that strong.
nor am i that brave.
a coloured belt or any form of martial arts exposure won't guarantee our safety. coz in the end, it depends on the situation, and luck.

i'm scared of the world.
things can happen and in a split second, it can all be lost.
i can be lost.

scary dong.

but yeah, why then we girls talk tough when in reality, we know we're not?

Saturday, 1 August 2009

woohoo?

should i be happy now that utp has closed down?


1 week of unplanned holiday, i have no idea what to look forward to.
neither am i excited about being home.


suggestions are welcomed.

please~

Wednesday, 29 July 2009

Tyro

my boy, tyro ni..

he's been waking me up in the middle of the nite,
by eating my face!

it started approximately a month ago, about a few weeks before internship ended.
usually tyro would crawl all around my bed, that sometimes he'd end up at odd places. examples:
- in my tissue box
- handbags (different handbags everyday)
- wardrobe (seldom coz my cats would be able to find him but i think sometimes he likes the challenge.. naughty boy..)
- between the pillows

so yeah, i hardly bothered about where he would venture coz i know he likes the freedom to explore and its a good exercise for him. he sleeps when the sun's up, you see..

but now..
amboiiiii!
he would crawl up to my pillow, sniffs my face, and start eating my face up! he always aims for my nose, lips, ears, eyelids and sometimes my cheeks.

sakit kot!!!!

his teeth are so sharp and well.. sape la gigit tak sakit kan?
last nite, i was so annoyed with him always coming after my nose(even when i evaded or changed sides), i picked him up, and threw him to the end of my bed. i think he kinda scampered afterwards but then he came back to eat my face again. aiyoo.. ini budak aah..

i think he's trying to tell me that he wants a woman. i think he wants a family already..
but then.. i dont know anyone with a female sugarglider..

anyone out there with a female sugarglider, my tyro is a handsome, a year plus old, smart, well rounded, good taste, and very cute is available.

call me~
or just leave a comment.
heheee..


cute kan?

good nite everyone

isnt it beautiful, the sky tonite?

it really is.

Tuesday, 28 July 2009

tau tak

ada orang tu lari lari excitedly bila nampak kuil.







teeheehee..

Monday, 27 July 2009

Winners of Worst Analogies Ever written in a High School Essay

He spoke with the wisdom that can only come from experience, like a guy who went blind because he looked at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it and now goes around the country speaking at high schools about the dangers of looking at a solar eclipse without one of those boxes with a pinhole in it. (Joseph Romm, Washington)

She caught your eye like one of those pointy hook latches that used to dangle from screen doors and would fly up whenever you banged the door open again. (Rich Murphy, Fairfax Station)

The little boat gently drifted across the pond exactly the way a bowling ball wouldn't. (Russell Beland, Springfield)

McBride fell 12 stories, hitting the pavement like a Hefty Bag filled with vegetable soup. (Paul Sabourin, Silver Spring)

From the attic came an unearthly howl. The whole scene had an eerie, surreal quality, like when you're on vacation in another city and "Jeopardy" comes on at 7 p.m. instead of 7:30. (Roy Ashley, Washington)

Her hair glistened in the rain like nose hair after a sneeze. (Chuck Smith, Woodbridge)

Her eyes were like two brown circles with big black dots in the center. (Russell Beland, Springfield) - my favourite

Bob was as perplexed as a hacker who means to access T:flw.quid55328.com\aaakk/ch@ung but gets T:\flw.quidaaakk/ch@ung by mistake (Ken Krattenmaker, Landover Hills)

Her vocabulary was as bad as, like, whatever. (Unknown)

He was as tall as a six-foot-three-inch tree. (Jack Bross, Chevy Chase)

The hailstones leaped from the pavement, just like maggots when you fry them in hot grease. (Gary F. Hevel, Silver Spring)

Her date was pleasant enough, but she knew that if her life was a movie this guy would be buried in the credits as something like "Second Tall Man." (Russell Beland, Springfield)

Long separated by cruel fate, the star-crossed lovers raced across the grassy field toward each other like two freight trains, one having left Cleveland at 6:36 p.m. traveling at 55 mph, the other from Topeka at 4:19 p.m. at a speed of 35 mph. (Jennifer Hart, Arlington)

The politician was gone but unnoticed, like the period after the Dr. on a Dr Pepper can. (Wayne Goode, Madison, Ala.)

They lived in a typical suburban neighborhood with picket fences that resembled Nancy Kerrigan's teeth (Paul Kocak, Syracuse, N.Y.)

John and Mary had never met. They were like two hummingbirds who had also never met. (Russell Beland, Springfield)

The thunder was ominous-sounding, much like the sound of a thin sheet of metal being shaken backstage during the storm scene in a play. (Barbara Fetherolf, Alexandria)

His thoughts tumbled in his head, making and breaking alliances like underpants in a dryer without Cling Free (Chuck Smith, Woodbridge)

Wednesday, 22 July 2009

bloody technology

^*&%#&()*()*&#$(*)(*#$)*!*
i dont think i have the patience to cope with my laptop's condition any more.
nak bunuh dia.
nak campak dia in the bloody swimming pool.
nak throw it from the top floor and see it break into satisfyingly small pieces.

geram.


*inhale*
*exhale*


otak ku pedih dan stress melihat laptop berkurang ajar dengan saya.
apatah lagi hatiku.

Monday, 20 July 2009

of no reason at all.

it's different
but it's so familiar.


no more welcome backs,
just hey, how was it?


i've missed this.




why are the fyp's titles for chemis so freaking complicated, long-winded and boring?
and yes, i am still how i am like before internship. but with some minor difference in my life.

Tuesday, 14 July 2009

Pasangan Kekasih Digantung Sampai Mati Kes Bunuh Rakan
Seorang bekas pelajar kolej swasta bersama teman lelakinya didapati bersalah membunuh rakannya sendiri menangis teresak-esak selepas dijatuhkan hukuman gantung sampai mati.

Semasa Hakim Datuk Mohamad Zabidin Mohd Diah membacakan keputusan, Noralina Ahmad Dasuki, 22, yang gagal mengawal emosi terpaksa ditenangkan oleh ibupanya dan kerap kali menyatakan bahawa dia bersumpah tidak melakukan kesalahan itu.

Menurut Bernama, kejadian menyayat hati itu menarik perhatian wartawan dan petugas mahkamah hingga ada yang turut mengalirkan air mata, apatah lagi melihat pelukan bapa dan ibu bagi menggambarkan kasih sayang terhadap anak mereka.

Ibu Noralina yang tidak henti-henti mengalirkan air mata sempat menasihatkan anaknya supaya menerima keputusan itu sebagai takdir dan tidak lupa sembahyang serta berulang kali menyebut "Mama sayangkan adik, hanya Allah yang tahu apa berlaku, adik jangan tinggal sembahyang, berdoa banyak-banyak."

Hampir 20 minit keadaan itu berlaku sehinggalah polis mahkamah membawanya keluar dari kandang tertuduh, Noralina masih lagi merayu agar ibunya menolong melepaskannya dan dia yang kelihatan lesu enggan menerima bekalan makanan walaupun dipujuk oleh anggota keluarga.

Sementara teman lelaki gadis tersebut, Muhammad Khairul Anuar Abdullah yang turut dijatuhi hukuman gantung sampai mati turut mengalirkan air mata dan menekup mukanya dengan tangan setelah hakim membacakan hukuman.

Dalam keadaan tangan bergari sebelum dibawa ke lokap, dia memeluk anak lelakinya yang berusia tiga tahun dan menangis teresak-esak ketika didekati isterinya, lapor agensi berita itu lagi.

Pegawai penjara yang berada di mahkamah terpaksa membawa tertuduh ke lokap apabila melihat ibu Muhammad Khairul tidak dapat mengawal emosi dan meraung-raung bagaikan tidak mahu melepaskan anaknya itu.

Noralina, bekas pelajar kolej PTPL dan Muhammad Khairul, bekas pekerja Astro, didakwa membunuh Juliana Md Fuzi, 20, seorang pelajar Kolej Islam Antarabangsa di dalam bilik nombor 5133, Tingkat 5, Sunrise Apartment, Wisma Indah, Blok 498, Jalan Tun Razak, Cheras antara 23 Mac 2007 kira-kira pukul 10 malam dan 24 Mac 2007 kira-kira pukul 8 malam.

Kedua-duanya didakwa mengikut Seksyen 302 Kanun Keseksaan yang membawa hukuman gantung sampai mati.

Ketika penghakiman, Mohamad Zabidin berkata pihak pembelaan gagal menimbulkan keraguan munasabah dan pendakwaan berjaya membuktikan kes.

Sepanjang perbicaraan, pendakwaan memanggil 33 orang saksi, manakala tertuduh pertama dan kedua - yang diperintah membela diri - masing-masing memanggil tiga saksi dan seorang saksi.

Dalam perbicaraan kes ini, mahkamah diberitahu bahawa ketika kejadian, mangsa ditemui dalam keadaan tertiarap dengan tangan terikat di belakang dan leher terjerut menggunakan 'cable light' di dalam bilik serta terdapat kesan kuku yang menunjukkan mangsa meronta-ronta ketika pembunuhan berlaku dan beliau turut dirogol.

Keterangan beberapa saksi menyatakan kedua-dua tertuduh juga telah mengambil barang si mati seperti telefon bimbit, duit dan kad ATM.

Kedua-duanya juga telah membuang kain yang diambil dari tempat kejadian ke dalam lombong.

Di peringkat pembelaan pula, kedua-dua tertuduh saling menyalahkan antara satu sama lain.

Pendakwaan diwakili Timbalan Pendakwa Raya Yaacub Chik, manakala Noralina diwakili peguam Karpal Singh dan peguam T Suresh bagi pihak Muhammad Khairul.

-Malaysia Kini

Fyi, Noralina and Juliana were my friends when i studied in SRK Sultan Alam Shah. they were my first friends then. i vaguely remember their faces and this news caught me unexpectedly and well, sedih la kot.

no comment.

Monday, 13 July 2009

Saturday, 11 July 2009

Dirgahayu, Darul Makmur

today's meeting with friends from matrix was unplanned but thank God it happened. or else we'll have to wait for another, what, 1 or 2 years? haha!

so the 6 of us sitting down with (refillable) drinks, thus begins our reminiscing session.

it's weird how even after 4 years, there're still some stories unheard of and a lot of forgotten events and of course, forgotten people.

as we were talking, drinking, i realised how we are still the same people as we used to be 4 years ago, but i'm sure we've all changed. it's just that, we don't see it, and maybe it's because we revert ourselves to the person we were in matrix. that's mostly what we talked about anyway.

funny how we can still repeat those stories everytime we meet, but it never gets old. i like it, considering how forgetful i am, reliving the past is the only way i can conserve those memories.

i didn't remember how skema i was, and my habits.

i missed those days.

matrix life wasn't difficult, for me.
i enjoyed it, and i survived.

let's go to melaka =)

ps: lagu negeri pahang is the best!

Thursday, 9 July 2009

tokmak is my cute nenek

& oh god. she's just adorableeeeee~~

please imagine the words being said exactly as how i spell it, lips crunched like a penyu's, with ur best makcik-esque.


"eh eh" to ike, " musik tu ade anu ke? "
(anu = future)

"ari tu kan aku pegi kedai nak beli mentega, pastu aku amik apa tu ha, mazers chois. takde kolesterol!!"
(mazers chois = mother's choice)

"eh ko ni!" to me, " maya, ko teok anak ko ni. anak jantan ke anak tine?"
(teok = tengok)
(tine = betina)

Monday, 6 July 2009

bloody YAY!

List of things to do in Tronoh:

1. Sithick

2. Ameeth (only for roti bakar telur manis and free poppadoms)

3. Trim hair for RM7

4. Pasar malam

5. Jamming with neighbours (Ili, inot, reen.. let's jam!)

6. Go Ipoh (ehem)

7. Bazaar ramadhan! (ehem)

8. Play kite (ehem)

9. Swimming!!

10. Star gazing (ehem)



my list so far. lately i have coughs, so excuse my ehems. =B

i can't wait to live with my friendos!!
then, i'll have unlimited access to gossip and exchange stories
and you are there
=p


conclusion: dah habis presentation dong. and harry potter's 6th movie installment will i be watching soon bebeh. report tak halfway pun, ivan dah halfway. oh hi ivan~ lama tak dengar from u. bila nak murni?
murni tu .;;'[,;./

ngantuk.

Saturday, 4 July 2009

Hello, we're the Sa'-uh-days (Saturdays)

title has no relative significance to what i'll be writing about. just that i've been hearing a lot of the ad on the radio..

+++++

me family were on our way to have dinner (susah gila nak decide, i might add)
on the way, mom told us about how her friend and her family are in the hospital for positive H1N1.
sad, i know.
then dad said
"now ada penyakit lagi teruk dari H1N1. cuba teka penyakit apa."

we were throwing all weird penyakits like penyakit MJ la, M1J1 la, H2N2 la..

abah said "no, no... its B1N1"

brothers and mom laughed.

but me being me, i didn't join in their joy and happiness of understanding dad's joke. oh yeah. typical.
i was wondering wat the 'B' stood for. babi? bee wan and 1? be one and1?

justeru itu, i asked dad what B1N1 is.

arief, my 12 year old brother, answered me coz i think my other brothers and my parents were a tad bit annoyed.

"bini la kak ena.."

dammit! i am lampi-er than my adik!

+++++

before dinner, we were watching all the videos of Mikael Jackson.
mom and i danced like crazy.
best gila! hehee..

+++++

now that we're done with dinner and lepaking at starbucks, mom's giving abah a facial.

how cute are they? hahaha!!

+++++

oh this morning, myself, abah and mamamia went to hulu langat with my uncles' family to eat fresh fruits.
i went overboard with the durian until i slept like crazy on our way back, and i zone in and out while walking, eating and talking.
durian best doohh..
thank God that my mouth and burps stop smelling like durian after drinking coke. thank you coca cola mola!

++++++

oh my, oh my.
i'm reporting today's activities.. pelik sungguh. hehee!
can't wait to present this tuesday and i definitely can't wait to get over with this internship! i want my sithick mee goreng!!! and i can't wait to hear about the redang adventures. =B

Monday, 29 June 2009

oh my gaaaddaaaaaahh!!!

Hayden Panettiere.
Wake up call.

Perlukah?? like, seriously!!!




i dont know about you, but i definitely can't accept this. she looks like a typical blonde bimbo! paris hilton wannabe. ugh.
i'm sorry hayden, i love you more as claire bennet than this..

Sunday, 28 June 2009



I won't be the one to disappoint you,
anymore.


ps: i love this version. =B

Thursday, 25 June 2009

Man in the Mirror



Michael Jackson's songs used to fill our house.
this man has taught us some virtues.
to give more than we take.
to dance.
to not discriminate.
to love..

oh MJ..
i'm glad you died. at least you wont have any more bad publisity and no more bias press. although u have left the world, but you live on as a legend.

mesti best jadi your anak. banyak harta! hehehhee..

thank you MJ for the music you brought to us!
i have loved you and i still do!

as a tribute to your memory, i shall moonwalk to the toilet after this. =p

Tuesday, 23 June 2009

The Car

There were three engineers in a car; an electrical engineer, a chemical engineer, and a Microsoft engineer.

Suddenly, the car stops running and they pull off to the side of the road wondering what could be wrong.

The electrical engineer suggests stripping down the electronics of the car and trying to trace where a fault may have occurred.

The chemical engineer, not knowing much about cars, suggests maybe the fuel is becoming emulsified and getting blocked somewhere.

The Microsoft engineer, not knowing much about anything, came up with a suggestion. "Why don't we close all the windows, get out, get back in, and open all the windows and see if it works?"

Monday, 22 June 2009

oh daddykins..

yesterday, daughter was chilling in father & mother's room.

there weren't any good shows so they watched hitz tv.

then keluar la
"you spin my head right round, right round
when you go down, when you go down down"
(main hantam je the lyrics)

father: oh, ni blackeye peas ke?

daughter: tak.

mother: ni, ni ha..
(name of song and artist came out before she can finish her sentence)

father: oooohh.. florida.
(flow-ree-dah)

daughter: *snort*.. *snort*..BUAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH!!!!!
(cannot contain laughter)

mother: flo rida la!
(flow-ride-ah)

dear daddykins,
you are just too cute!
happy father's day!

Thursday, 18 June 2009

rainbows and star gazing

Why are there so many
Songs about Rainbows
And whats on the other side
Rainbows are visions
but only Illusions
Rainbows have nothing to hide

Whats so amazing
That it keeps us star gazing
And what do they think we might see
sayang, someday we'll find it
The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers, and me

Have you been half asleep
And have you heard the voices
Well, I've heard them calling my name
Is this the sweet sound
That calls the young sailors
The voice might be one and the same

I've heard it too many, many, many times to ignore it
Oh, who did i think it could be
Oh, someday we'll find it

The Rainbow Connection
The lovers, the dreamers and me (repeat)

oh yes, repeat please.

Tuesday, 16 June 2009

The rule for engineers: "Change the data to fit the curve."

Three engineering students were gathered together discussing the possible designers of the human body.

One said, "It was a mechanical engineer. Just look at all the joints."

Another said, "No, it was an electrical engineer. The nervous system has many thousands of electrical connections."

The last said, "Actually it was a civil engineer. Who else would run a toxic waste pipeline through a recreational area?"



haha!!

selama ini

my final presentation is on the 6th of july.
yes, lama lagi!
but dammit!
i want to get it over and done with asap!

malas nak layan.

and seriously,
MALAS GILA NAK KERJA.

MALAS TAHAP I NAK GI KENCING PUN I SANGGUP TAHAN SEBAB MALAS NAK BANGUN AND PEGI TOILET.
MALAS TAHAP I'D RATHER JUST TGK MY CAR FROM OUTSIDE COZ I MALAS NAK UNLOCK MY CAR.
MALAS TAHAP I JUST STARE AT THE TV COZ I MALAS NAK PEGANG REMOTE AND SWITCH IT ON.
MALAS TAHAP I STARE INTO SPACE COZ I DONT WANNA SEE YOUR FACE NYA MALAS.

gila malas la.
end of story.

ern, i nak dating ngan you boleh? lama tak dating and i rindu you even if u tak rindu me. heheeee..

get it?

okay, yesterday tasha told a me a joke.
umm.. tak ingat sangat but like this la:
a 10 year old girl sat on santa's lap.
santa asked wat she wanted for christmas.
she said she wants barbie and g.i.joe.
santa said "barbie comes with ken".
she said "no, she comes with g.i.joe and she fakes it with ken".


so tasha, this was wat went through my head. i know u didnt ask for it, but heck, i nak cite gak! =p

ok, i kinda laughed but i think tasha kinda knew i was fake-laughing coz i didnt quite understand.
head: bukan barbie, g.i.joe & ken are plastics? maka they're fake?

then tasha repeated da part where barbie comes with g.i.joe and fakes it with ken.
head: kenapa dia fake ngan ken je? ngan g.i.joe tak fake?

then again, tasha stressed da comes part.
"barbie CUMS with g.i.joe! she FAKES it with ken! C.U.M.?(she spelled it out for my better understanding)"
maria gelak tidak ikhlas di sini again.
head: wat da hell is cums??

so i asked wat does cums mean?

tasha dengan stressnya menjawab, with volume as loud as a speakerboxx..
"she GETS ORGASMS with G.I.JOE and she FAKES HER ORGASMS with KEN!!"

in my defense! i have no idea wat cum means!!!
sorry tasha.
jangan marah.
=B

Monday, 15 June 2009

Flying kick

i dont care what you might think of my post, or what im gonna call you.
if you happen to read this, i want you to feel the geramness emitting from me.

you dumbass.
i can take it when you said you have a girlfriend.
i can accept the fact that you moved on.
i can fight for my ring when you asked for it back and see you wear all the clothes i gave you without getting all nostalgic or all that nonsense.
i can look through my portion of our bill without going through yours coz i respect you enough not to intrude into your life.
i can talk to you face to face without reminiscing.
i know you well though you think i dont.
i can freaking accept the fact that you've gone out with so many different girls without feeling jealous or hatred or wateva bad feelings an ex should feel.
im happy to see you happy. with whoever you're dating.


but i cannot take it when you freaking leave me out when you go out with our friends.
or i thought were my friends.
what's this bullshit about there are two sides of the family??
there's still sides???
that was years ago!
but fine.
if that's how it is. if that's how you want it.
fine then.
leave me out.

i feel sorry for myself for thinking i was part of the family.
you and your promises.
let's lepak, you said. kepala hotak.

okay. i feel a wee bit better. i know i said some of this stuff to you already. but i dont care. its my blog.

ps: period seriously puts me in an emotional roller coaster.

Tuesday, 9 June 2009

Serabut

today is da very da serabut one..

- took me longer than usual to choose what to wear.

- i terputuskan my necklace given by my parents for my 21st bday.

- ppl kept on stepping on da hem of my pants in the lrt.

- bad hair day.

- had to buy 7 nasi lemaks across da street.

- went to a talk by Emerson ppl, and i tersungguk like crazy(even after drinking a whole cup of nescafe). and i was sitting at da very front. very very front.

- my phone got barred. cant call out, cant text ppl. doom.

- bloody lrt car park was full and my car kept on rolling backwards when i put it on neutral(double parking), so i was forced to make 1 huge round around bloody kj and park in a paying parking lot.

- mom dont like barry.

and its only 12.30pm.


confirm: i am pms-ing, not pmi-ing. hehehe!

Sunday, 7 June 2009

Cap Ibu dan Anak

hmm.. my mom and my lil bro aren't home today..
it's as if this house is dead.
it's so.. empty!

mana si gemuk yang selalu kat sofa in front of the tv watching cartoons on loud volume?

mana motherku yang selalu on facebook while watching cooking shows on tv in her room yang i selalu chill in?

mana senyuman annoying adikku yang i selalu imitate?

mana suara ma'am besar yang selalu jerit-jerit to us jumbos in the morning suruh wake up and mandi?

mana tangisan arief yang sangat mengikis jiwa when i irritate him like crazy?

mana lempangan hebat mama when i made arief cry?

ibu, arief, take your time kat kota kinabalu please!
gahahahahaa!!
=p

Tuesday, 2 June 2009

machine



ignore the video
enjoy the music.

oh yeah.

economic affairs

gaji tak masuk,

scholar dah halfway to gombak..

but then at times like these la i want to splurge.

ugh.

Tuesday, 26 May 2009

eeyore




OMGAHH!!


is he trying to say he's gay? or that he's having an affair with his sister?
gay makes more sense.

Achtung

To my loves:

Jika kau fikirkan kau boleh
Kau hampir boleh melakukan
Jika kau fikirkan ragu-ragu
Usahamu tidak menentu

Jika kau fikirkan kekalahan
Kau hampiri kegagalan
Jika kau fikirkan kemenangan
Kau hampiri kejayaan

Engkaulah apa kau fikirkan
Terkandung dalam pemikiran
Kau fikir boleh melakukan
Fikirkan boleh

Percaya apa kau lakukan
Tabah apa kau usahakan
Bertindak atas kemampuan
Engkau boleh


i know you know the song, and i know you love it. Especially you, Ern.
GAHAHAHAA!

Monday, 25 May 2009

snoozer

oh nak tau cerita best?

i slept in the lrt.
standing up.
*snort like a swine here*
camni tau.
it was early morning, and conveniently there weren't many people in the lrt. so i had ample space in my standing area.
while hanging like a monkey, ipod in hand and music serenading throughout the journey, i got drowsy.

i closed my eyes. (at taman bahagia station)
i opened my eyes. (at masjid jamek)

i was a bit blur then. i remembered thinking "hmm.. nape tak beli nasi lemak tadi.." and feeling annoyed coz ppl were pushing past me to get out of the train.
then i continued sleeping. while standing.
ain't dat incredible? hahaha!
when i came out the lrt at klcc, my contact lense was dry, my face busuk, and i was in major blurness.
tiba2 buka mata, i saw ern "ahh!"-ing at me. i was like "waattt??"

blank. tiba2 again, i was at rotiboy buying sandwich. padahal i didnt want a sandwich. i wanted the nasi lemak at kj station.
ern's fault. she flashed her sandwich when she "ahh!"-ed me.

so today, i am proud to know that i can sleep in the lrt, standing up.
nak certificate.
=B

-sayo tino hok tido mano2.

Saturday, 23 May 2009

Little L

oh, Langkawi was filled with awesome good times!

i got sick a few days after dat.. my colleague told me to stay quarantined in my house coz he doesnt want to get swine flu. kurang asam kan? haha!!

a lot of people said being 21 is da best.
mine consists of so many dramas, so many experiences and adventures, so many twists and turns.. (and i know a lot of ppl experiencing the same thing!)

but in the end, its nice.
i am happy.
and i hope you are too.

ps: i dont want to go back to utp. i love internship. if Petronas dont want me, i'll work with Bumi Armada. yay!

Tuesday, 12 May 2009

your hands

i didnt know i had 706 friends on facebook.. i thought my colleague was joking when he asked if i was the maria elena with 700+ friends.
rupanya betul.

so i went through my friends' list, and most of them, i tak kenal langsung but i approved them because we had shared a lot of mutual friends. mind you i still have like 180+ friends request yet to be rejected/approved.

i know some ppl just approve strangers. asal add je, approve la dong!

i dont do that. i dont like it when ppl drop comments like "hey, u maria ek?" or something, some sort of, like dat laaa. nak saya dedicate "that's not my name" by the ting tings?

at the same time, i tak reti nak reject org. (oh yes!)

i may the Queen of Hard to Get, and Queen HeartBreaker, but im no evil stepmom.

facebook facebook.. you and your quizzes and applications.
sometimes malas nak layan, but sometimes layan coz i have nothing else better to do.
macam loser.
yg social.

so yeah, point of this entry?
no point at all. just dat i nak jual mahal ngan fb jap.

Langkawi, here i come! with my bebehs! naik kereta!
wahooooo!

Sunday, 10 May 2009

the sweetest thing.

view. check.
ambience. check.
flowers. check.
chocolate wrap. check.
smile. check.

HAPPY MOTHER's DAY!