and if that somebody is you, i am glad

=)

to all, with love.

it's not over yet, raya

i found this in tokmak's fridge.
it has been expired since 29.10.2004
2004

i was doing my spm when she had this.
i was 17.
i never had a bf then.
i wore glasses then (now contact lense la).
i was probably getting excited about going to pkn.
my parents were younger and had more hair then.
my brothers were more active too.
ike was in melaka.
arief was just a baby.

oh my gaaadddaaaahhhh..

tokmak's fridge is like a labyrinth.
nay.
doraemon's poket ajaib!

i had one tho.. it was difficult to resist.
note to self: don't.




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abah made me have a hair 'makeover'.
he said my hair was kampung, busy, etc etc..

so yeah, after 5 hours of burning my ass in the salon,
me hair's done!

(ps: i look like agyness deyn ek? haha! thanx dad!)

hitherto

1.

minggu lepas, keluargaku ada buat kerja amal sket utk anak-anak yatim. sempena birthday abah tersayang. kata cikgu sorang ni, ni rumah anak yatim paling misking dalam klang valley.

btw, saya takde masa ni. kat utp lagi. diorang sume tak bagi balik.

so diorang gi la ke klang nak bagi these kids an experience they won't forget.

ibu comelku cerita la experience dia. dia ada cam anak angkat thingy la. anak angkat beliau is a 12-year-old girl, M.

M: auntie (budak ni pandai speaking sket), lepas ni dapat duit raya ke?

ibu: ha ah. nape?

M: ohh.. auntie nak bagi brape? bagi lebih dari RM10 la!

ibu: hah? auntie tak bagi sampai RM10 pun (bear in mind ada a lot of kids)..

M: ala auntie ni.. mana cukup!

budak-budak sekarang memang dah takde gratitude.

2.

same scene as 1. but different child. budak lelaki 10 tahun, J.

J: auntie ni English ke?

ibu: mana ada. auntie melayu je la.

J: tapi auntie cakap English.

budak-budak sekarang pandai stereotype sudah.

3.

raya di muar, johor. malam semalam kitorang nak balik hotel dah. penat and busuk, tak sabar nak mandi kat hotel. bukan sebab kitorang takleh mandi kat rumah tokmak, tapi all our stuff dah tinggal kat hotel. sampai muar, check in barang, terus gi umah tokmak. bila nak balik tu, jalan gelap gulita gila. tapi all houses terang lak.

aneh.

so kitorang sume tertanya tanya.

mana lampu streets ni?

apasal gelap sangat?

jawab ayah, ike, agy, ibu:

pagi yang gelap~ (lagu HUJAN: pagi yang gelap)

mesti korang tak paham kan. but that 1 person might.

4.

biasa la kot. time raya, sesibuk mana kitorang kena layan guests, mesti lagi busy tido. i can sleep for hours tapi masih rasa nak tido. kalau tak tido, nak makan. makan tak check lak tu ok lagi ke tak. kan dah, cirits sudah. oh, dan advertisement raya kat tv. abah tak perlu tengok starting pun. dia tengok ending je, part climax, without ever knowing what its about, he can tear up like crazy, leaving us girls wondering if we should be crying too..

burung apa? burung murai.

5.

abah bought an iPod nano. a green one lak tu. warna favourite ku.. dia beli headphone skali. kelmarin, before nak buka puasa, dia pasang iPod dia pastu dia buat head-banging. ingatkan dia dengar lagu rock ke apa la.. rupanya dengar lagu paparazzi by lady gaga kat radio (iPod nano ni boleh dengar radio gak). abah tak reti guna iTunes and download lagu. hehehehe!!

Selamat Hari Raya!

Maaf zahir & batin!

of of.

aneh.

all bands have had their photoshoot..

excuse me?

bila lagi?

a cocky remark: why should we? everyone knows we're hot anyway. *confident grin*

rasa nak tampar? jangan la. we just can't gather everyone in the band just yet. semua busy kan. and there're so many good photographers in utp, but segan nak ask for favour. how? hahaha!

sign off: kami la si band yang semangat lebih, pre-jamming ada, jamming ada, cut short our songs, si nak tarik diri coz hazel tak dapat masuk final eupho(cerita lama), si tak confident nak goreng2 coz we feel we're not good enough.

either you love us or hate us.

so please, excuse me.

sometimes it's easier

1. to blame others,

than blaming yourself.

2. to hide and pretend,

than telling the truth.

3. to give,

than take.

4. to ignore,

than trying or explaining.

script tease

sedara, saya tanya sedara ni sape...

sedara, bila orang tanya tu..

brader! biar muka tak hensem, tapi jangan pekak!!

apa usha usha??

what?

what?

what??

alamak.. macam good good je..

bagus! balik umah, lu pegi cebok muka lu! wa tengok macam taik!!

- Bohsia

macam good good kan?

hehehe!!

sometimes we think we know

but we have no idea.

mask-in tape

oh, my dad bought a few boxes of masks.

he insisted, nay, he demanded us to wear them everywhere we go! he is paranoid a bit.

we went to OU last weekend, and well, we were kinda well-dressed.. knowing that its seldom for us to go out as a family..

i was wearing my dress, accesorised nicely.. i felt pretty la, suffice to say.

then abah went to watsons, came out with those.. things..

and forced us to wear it.

we looked as if we're Darth Vader's distant family.

we looked peculiar.

we looked uncharacteristically like OU-ian.

neck down, we blend in.

neck up, we were out of place.

we were talking to each other, laughing and making faces at each other, but with those.. things.. on, it was odd!

i made a joke with my mom, and honestly i forgotten what about, and she couldnt understand it coz she couldnt see my facial expression. (oh, in case kamu tak tahu, saya sentiasa buat joke yang menggunakan expresi muka kerana best)

susah gila. so i had to repeat, then at the punchline, kena tarik da mask down, give it, and pull it back up.

at one point, we just sat quietly coz malas nak bercerita with the thing covering our face.

and my dad expects us to wear it in campus?

HAHA! i think not daddy..

but i'll wear it once in a while la.

kesian lak..