to end something

that has been great for so long

to see someone you love

get hurt so much

yet i did it

i chose

and it wasnt him

it was me.

i killed him, and i sat idly by.

allowing it to happen.

yet he thanked me.

after all the hurt i did on him.

the smiles and laughters we shared.

all will be placed in my memories.

all our sacrifices, hardships and all the misses

yes, i've said goodbye to that.

i said goodbye to him.

and it was the hardest decision of my life.

because once upon a time

i called him 'my life'.

he was me. mine.

and now

he's gone.



- i am guilty.